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nibotEarlier this evening I became severely depressed. I started drinking a Corona and sat mournfully on the kitchen floor, listening to REM. Even Alex remarked, `Tobin, that's the saddest face I've ever seen on you' or something like that.
But then DAMIEN suddenly appeared and we became quite drunk and then went co-op to co-op discussing particle physics!! Rochdale, Chateau, Wolf, Loth, Castro... there was nobody anywhere!! They're all in SF at the protests. Anyway we were very disppointed by this but eventually returned to Wilde.
I really desperately want to become friends with some people in this house. Sarah is pretty much the main person I'm thinking of, but this also applies to, e.g., Amanda and Allegra as well. They seem like such interesting and nice people, I'd really like to get to know them and to be friends, but they seem so hard to reach. The very first day I was at this house Sarah was saying something about Israel, and I quickly jumped in, trying to join the conversation, by saying "Oh, I just got back from Israel last week!" But then she said something like "And you were supporting Sharon and that fascist regime?!" Gee. I know that if I said directly to her, "Sarah, you seem like a really interesting person, but I realize I know next to nothing about you, and I'd really like to be friends," that she'd respond in a postive way. But it's weirdly hard to do that. I'll try. I'd really like to. It's moderately painful to feel like a segment of this house just looks right through me.
But then DAMIEN suddenly appeared and we became quite drunk and then went co-op to co-op discussing particle physics!! Rochdale, Chateau, Wolf, Loth, Castro... there was nobody anywhere!! They're all in SF at the protests. Anyway we were very disppointed by this but eventually returned to Wilde.
I really desperately want to become friends with some people in this house. Sarah is pretty much the main person I'm thinking of, but this also applies to, e.g., Amanda and Allegra as well. They seem like such interesting and nice people, I'd really like to get to know them and to be friends, but they seem so hard to reach. The very first day I was at this house Sarah was saying something about Israel, and I quickly jumped in, trying to join the conversation, by saying "Oh, I just got back from Israel last week!" But then she said something like "And you were supporting Sharon and that fascist regime?!" Gee. I know that if I said directly to her, "Sarah, you seem like a really interesting person, but I realize I know next to nothing about you, and I'd really like to be friends," that she'd respond in a postive way. But it's weirdly hard to do that. I'll try. I'd really like to. It's moderately painful to feel like a segment of this house just looks right through me.
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Date: 2003-03-21 02:10 am (UTC)next time I'll call you up and you can come...
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