new beginnings all over again
Jan. 6th, 2009 01:23 am
My second year in Louisiana.
My last year as a 20-something.
I entertained myself on the airplane trying to make a drawing. If drawing were a little easier, I would also try to show you the louisiana swampscape lit up by the flickering glare of huge refinery flare. I would make a little drawing of jake (
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My second year in Louisiana. This time it feels like I really live here. Last time it felt like a long visit. It's a little bit disheartening; I was only supposed to be here for a year in the first place, but one of the things you'll learn about grad school has something to do with the phrase "only one more year!" Also, I've only been back here a few hours and the crushing loneliness already shows signs of return. However, the sense of semi-permanency might bring some changes: trying to work normal hours rather than spending every waking hour at the lab. Getting a desk so that I can work at home too, on things that require thinking rather than tinkering and waiting.
Despite the above, I would say I'm cautiously optimistic. I'm taking a class that I expect to be interesting. (And another that I expect to be tedious.) I'm going to try to work much less and accomplish much more.